hirikosaunders

Well, so far I'm coping with the sporadic 'Net. I'm not coping well though. I keep telling myself only a couple of weeks and things will be back together, but that doesn't work near as much as I would like.

I will be coming back with lots of fics- Tears of Truth will have at least another chapter the week I get back, the final chapter of the 'Private Dancer' verse will be posted around the same time and I am also working on a new Weiss fic. It will be very different from what you have seen so far. Very plot heavy, and will include some playing around with 'Weiss' science. Yes, there is a reason I'm putting it like that...those who have seen the show will understand. It will have quite a few warnings and for that reason will be friends locked. It will also contain several polls as I'm hoping to have it be a little interactive, at least at the beginning. I'm also going to go back and try to continue the other fics I've got going including Honey and Closer.

As for the things I'll be working on to try and sell they may take a few weeks more for me to be ready to move on with them. One requires a lot of paperwork, which will be the culmination of several months work, and the other one needs a detailed outline as well as some character development and such. I think I have the plot down, but really I won't know how much work it needs until I get the basic foundation. There are several other things I'm going to try and work on, but these two are the priority for the moment.

I also intend to continue trying to get a library job, or go back to school in January. It will take a lot of planning for me to go back so I'm just going to see where that goes. I will have to move to a different city, and possibly live in the dorms to get the degree I really want, but I may talk to people at Eastern because they have a degree that covers grade school library science so it may just be easier to do that then take a semester at UK to get the ones required for college, or you know I may totally not know what I'm talking about and really they won't work well together at all so yeah I'll figure that out first before I make any solid plans one way or another.

Finally, on an RP note. I want to get back into things slowly simply because I have found that if I let myself get too stressed it just plays havoc with trying to keep up in LJ RP. I close off and even though I want to interact I end up doing nothing. I guess I get overwhelmed easily. I'm trying to learn some stress management techniques that work for me, one of which would be getting a library job, but realistically that isn't something I can plan on any time soon, so yeah back to the drawing board on that one. One plan I'm working on is limiting myself to maybe 3 or 4 characters no matter how RPs I might be in. This way I can really concentrate on them and it won't be as hard to meet requirements. I'm still working things out in my head for now since I can't really say how things will go once I get the wireless. After all, Yoji's voice came back and so now he is back in the mix. So much for starting completely clean, which really isn't all bad because he's Yoji after all.

Mostly these are the things I'm thinking about for the summer, and early autumn. As long as there are no unforeseen issues once I settle into somewhat of a routine at McDonald's I should be able to relax and figure out where to go from here. I like my routines I admit.

Well it seems as if I might be coming out of the funk I've been fighting all summer. *crosses fingers* Of course the timing sucks, but I guess that's just the way it has to be. I'm not sure how long it will last so I'm trying to get pups out there as quickly as I can just in case.

School starts next Monday and I do not feel ready at all. I am waiting on money so I can't do much of anything which I think is just adding to that feeling.

I may be getting a new bed, but I haven't completely made up my mind yet. I think it would be a good idea for me to, but it all depends on how the money situation stacks up. I mean I have one. It may be about to die, but it's still usable so I keep talking myself out of it.

Other than the waiting game, and mentally getting ready for school next week, there isn't much going on.

You know seeing as how I have several TV shows and movies to watch I should get on that. Just a note to myself.

Well the moving was completely done as of Sunday. Now all I have to do is organize my room and figure out a few financial things with my roommates and we should be good to go.

I don't know what I think of the new place yet. So far I seem pretty comfortable when I'm there, and I'm sure that going through boxes and making some more room for myself in my bedroom can only help.

I was going to take a trip this summer, but it isn't happening. Yes I've very disappointed, but it's a yearly thing so I'm going to try for next year. Sometime in the next couple of months I also have to look for a job so I can be working somewhere when I graduate. I am probably going to stay at the same place unless something major happens.

For all of those who threw support my way today I love you and thank you from the bottom of my heart.

We are being evicted, but our landlord is working with us so it's not as bad as it could be. From what I have discovered there is a lot going that has less to do with us and more to do with him wanting to charge more for the place, and wanting to drastically change the lease.

We already have some options so that's the next step.

I'm going to put a warning out there that there will likely be about a week interruption in net at some point soon, but it shouldn't be a big deal and more warning will be forthcoming when it happens.

Right now I am calm, I think most of my freaking behind me. Still feeling a little numb and confused.

I've just gotten some very bad news. I just...I hope something can be worked out, but if not I'll be posting details soon and letting anyone who needs to know how I plan to handle things. I feel like it's all my fault and...yeah. I just am so over this summer already.

I have a few theories/questions that I want to get out there before the book comes out. Surprisingly, or not, most of them are about Snape, directly or indirectly.


( please move in an orderly fashion )

As I think of more, because I know I had them, I will be adding. Also, I am likely to organize them a bit more since they are pretty rough at this point.

I am getting so anxious for the movie it's not even funny. Weeeeeeeeee!

Summer school is going pretty smoothly, though I cannot wait until it is over. I will still be busy when it is over as I prepare for next semester and try to make some hard decisions about a few things.

Finally, again sorry about this. I don't know why I can't seem to update anything larger than one paragraph.

Speaking of which, classes will start June 25 and I'll be getting a paycheck that week and a check from the school from my finacial aid. I am already working on all the things I need to take care of when I get it and then when I get my money in August. The first thing will be an external hard-drive and then I will focus on the new computer and my iPod, after those hopefully some clothes and maybe dvds or whatever.

Finals are done! *confetti and celebration*. Now I just have to wait for the grades. I'll probably have to take one class over again this summer. I hope not but it mostly depends on the teacher. When I find the grades out, it should be by the end of the week, I'll probably post them even if in some ways I want to cringe.

This has been a rough semester for so many reasons and I can't say I'll be sorry to see it go at all. Now, I just have to get ready for working during the summer. Make that list of things I need to accomplish and to buy over the summer and all will be well.